Back when I sent my last post I was so hung ho that I was going to be consistent with posting and then… well…. I got focused on other things. Getting divorced, being a single Mom, Â and starting a new business, are my excuses for not making it a priority. Could you forgive me?
I had to make, I’d say, the most difficult decision of my life by getting a divorce. I was married for 12 years to a great man, however, I needed to have a baby and he didn’t. Every inch of my body was earning with this desire, so, at 38, I had to leave my amazing lifestyle and partnership, in order to fulfill this dream, in order to create a life I love.
After doing so, I realized that I had lost my identity and intertwined everything with my husband. I had no idea who I was without him. I had no idea what do to next, other than to find someone to have a baby with, and that’s exactly what I did. I was so ready for it, I wanted nothing else.
When I was pregnant, I went to a coffee shop to write out my goals and I was completely blank. The only thing I could think of was family. I want a simple life with a family. I want to find a home, make it a cozy little nest, and raise my baby, with or without someone.
The last few years have been the hardest yet the most fulfilling in my entire 44 years, and I would never change it for anything.
Listen to your heart and listen to your gut. You may be terrified and it may be hard, but work through the fear to have everything you want. It’ll be worth it. I promise.
What’s the scariest most fulfilling thing you’ve ever done in your life? Comment below.
Wishing you peace, laughter, freedom, fulfillment and abundance.
